Sometimes…
Sometimes Kerrie just walks into the room… I can feel her with me, I know she is here.. and when she is gone I miss her terribly.
Today is one of those days. For a brief moment I felt her with me, like she was standing right next to me, and then she was gone.
I wish she would stay longer. I miss her so much and I wonder if she knows.
Does she know how much I want to hear her voice or hear her laugh just one time?
Does she know how much I wish I could just hug her and tell her I love and miss her?
I hope she does…
Maybe she was just letting me know she was here with me, in Istanbul, before she rushed off to be with mom for her birthday.
I miss you my Ker-Bear. I miss you… give mom a birthday hug for me.
Jenn
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Ron
Kerrie is always there… just sometime your more aware of it than others..never be afraid to just talk to her and let he know when you feel here there… she is paitiently waiting for the day everyone will be together again
Texas Pam
Jenn,
I know exactly what you mean. For years I have known when my Dad was with me. I specifically remember years ago when I lived in an apartment in Ohio. I was cooking dinner and I just knew he was standing behind me. In fact I was so sure I was scared to turn around. I finally said, “Dad, I’m turning around now, please don’t show yourself to me,” and I turned around and the feeling was gone. I could go on and on about times he was with me, especially around the holidays. It’s been 30 years and he still comes and visits. Kerrie will continue to visit you as well. Heck, when I was finishing the New York marathon and I was exhausted I said quite loudly, “Kerrie, you are the reason I started running again, I need your help to get me across the finish line.” All of a sudden I had a second wind and she ran with me until the end. In fact I talked to her. The other runners probably just thought I was nuts. Anyhow, I’m glad it happens. Dad comes to me in my dreams every once in a while, I really believe it’s him and he comes to visit and check up on me. Hope everyone doesn’t think I’m too crazy. Love you, and hope all is well.