Monday, September 3rd

Sometimes I forget… Something will happen and I will think, “Hey, I need to call Kerrie and tell her about this.”

The other day I was in Vegas.. walked by Binion’s and thought of how much Kerrie loves to watch the poker games on TV. They hold the world championship there.. I thought to myself “I really need to take a picture of Binion’s for Kerrie”.. then, as I raised the camera, I remembered..

Thought maybe I’d get lucky if I went into Binion’s, or Ceasar’s Palace ( her favorite and she was always really lucky there).. but I guess she was busy elsewhere 🙂 No help at all, but I am sure both places were very happy to have my money.

Things are starting to slow down for me now, so I’ll be able to make it to the web page more often, but that also means I’ll have more time to think about Kerrie… I keep looking for sunflowers, or other signs to show me she’s there, but haven’t seen any. I’m glad other people have though.. maybe I’ve had them, but made myself too busy with work to notice.

Even though I haven’t posted, I come to the page as much as I can bear and read everyone’s messages. They usually have me in tears.. but that’s ok. Even if I’m crying, it helps to know my beautiful sister was loved so much.

Going to Mom’s this week. Haven’t been there in a couple of weeks, and won’t be able to get back up there until the end of September, so going to try to make the most of the short time I will have with her…

I need to apologize to a few people who have ordered T-Shirts.. I wasn’t able to get into my KAST e-mail account, and then when I finally did I saw that there had been a few orders. I kept meaning to send them, but time got away with me.. they will go in the mail this week. I promise. Please forgive me for the delay.

Love you all, please keep the messages coming. Even if I don’t post all the time I still read them.

Jenn